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17 April 2008 @ 01:11 pm
somewhere between obsessive love and depression  

can somebody please just shoot me...? *cries*

or better: can somebody send me some new inspiration, some new ideas and some new styles...?
art-making really sucks right now... it's all the same and i hate it. it sucks... i really really need some new ideas...

and if this isn't bad enough, i'm totally depressed since last night... and i have absolutly no idea why.
everything was going so great the last weeks. my meds really kicked in and i felt really good... but since last night it's totally f#%ked up again. for absolutly no reason... life really sucks sometimes...

anyway... i'm in college right now and i going crazy here. i'm depressed, i'm tired and it's so damn boring... so i wanted to make some arts during our dean is talking. and as i told ya: it sucks... they are all looking a like... gimme some new ideas please...!!! it's so frustrating... well, so except for two of these i made them all during the last 45 minutes.

it's Marlee Matlin again, this time on DWTS... if you are annoyed by my obsession: i'm so so sorry about this and i promise you there will be a lot of other stuff in the next time...
BUT i was really scared about her this week... she messed up her samba, she was so sad about it that my heart broke as i saw her in her confessional and she nearly got into the red light... so it has to be her again.
PLUS i tought if anyone can make me happy right now it must be her...

it's not so much... but as always: comments are ♥ ♥ ♥ and please credit lore_85 if you are goint to use t hem...
if you don't know how to credit:  find it out... HERE

01 02 03 04

05 06 07 08

09 10 11 12

13 14 15

and because t's all so f#%ked up... let's scream a little bit


so what else...?
i'm not really sure if i'm going to be online tomorrow and probably i won't be able to come online during this weekend too 'cause we have a lot of college work to do these days... so in case i'm not: HAVE A NICE WEEKEND and i'll see ya all next week

Current Location: college
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Anna: Billie Piper black hairbrennooth on April 17th, 2008 11:56 am (UTC)
Echt schöne Icons! +find+
Mir gefallen vor allem die Schwarz/weißen +gg+
Und das letzte (also #16) gefällt mir am allerbesten x)

Wünsch dir dann auch mal schon en schönes WE!^^
+hugs+ Anna
Lorelore_85 on April 17th, 2008 12:00 pm (UTC)
danke... freut mich wenn sie dir gefallen...
tja fabian und seine gesichhtsausdrücke... wenn er was kann dann komisch drein schaun... *LooL*
ach ja und tanzen natürlich...
Kathy: gizziepaperwitch on April 17th, 2008 12:12 pm (UTC)
ich find auch die schwarz weißen am schönsten, besonders 3 und 15

Und ansonsten: alles wird gut, sweety, das man sich blöd fühlt hat man manchmal, das hört auch wieder auf :)!

LG hab nicht so ein stressiges WE :)

Lorelore_85 on April 17th, 2008 12:17 pm (UTC)
danke hon *hugs*
freut mich wenn sie dir gefallen...
ich brauch dennoch ganz dringend ein paar neue ideen... *wimmer* muss mich mal auf die suche machen irgendwann *giggle*
Kathy: amy&ephrampaperwitch on April 17th, 2008 12:29 pm (UTC)
tja was kann dich inspireren?

Vielleicht "Lost and Delirious" *auf mein LJ schiel*^^
oder Everwood, oder nen Jane Austen BBC Film z.B. Persuasion? die haben mich zuletzt inspiriert ;)
Lorelore_85 on April 17th, 2008 12:32 pm (UTC)
ich werds mal versuchen... ich geh gleich nach hause und hau mir mal ein paar DVDs rein und dann werd ich mal sehen obs was bringt... *hugs*
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Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:36 am (UTC)
thanks sweetie. i'm glad you like them.. and don't worry.. i will feel better... at least i hope so
butterfly_arts: emilybutterfly_arts on April 17th, 2008 03:08 pm (UTC)
mein liebling ist nr. 9! da sieht sie auch echt toll aus :) aber auch die anderen sehen super aus :)
hoffe auch, dass es dir bald besser geht und lass dich nicht zu sehr stressen am WE.
fühl dich gedrückt! =)
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:37 am (UTC)
danke... naja das we wird leider doch stressig... aber ist schon ok... wenn ich was zu tun hab dreh ich vielleicht nicht vollkommen durch *LoooL*

@Bluegrassbabe3: D J Luxefoxylovesme on April 17th, 2008 05:57 pm (UTC)
OMG! I love Marlee! These are awesome. *saves to mems*
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:39 am (UTC)
i'm happy you like them
gia1986: pic#65563663gia1986 on April 17th, 2008 08:17 pm (UTC)
also ich finde die Icons super.
meine favs sind #3 und 6. und natürlich #16. Fabian hat einfach die tollsten gesichtsausdrücke;)

wünsch dir ein schönes wochenende.
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:40 am (UTC)
ich liebe fabians gesichtsausdrücke... der ist einfach auf seine eigene art so zum knutschen *giggle*
danke *hugs*
queenballroomqueenballroom on April 17th, 2008 09:27 pm (UTC)
Gahhh these are gorgeous!!! Snagging a BUNCH! <3
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:40 am (UTC)
thank youuuuuuuuuu
ღ elizΔ: Addie catchx22 on April 17th, 2008 11:38 pm (UTC)
Awwww...Also mein favs sind die ersten 3!
Das zweite finde ich vom Colouring besonders schoen! Und bei 1 und 3 gefallen mir Ausschnitte am besten *g*
Und so richtig suess find ich Nummer 05 *lach*

Und ja...bin noch immer wach...*seufz*
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:41 am (UTC)
unglaublich... schau mal auf die zeit.. und da wunderst du dich wenn ich dich früh kaum ausm bett bekomm *LooooL*

danke *hugs*
love hard or go homesarah_fbi on April 18th, 2008 05:38 am (UTC)
WOW your icons are gorgeous love the effects and the colorings look sssoooo beautiful! my favs are 3, 6 and 8 great job babe xxxx
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 11:42 am (UTC)
thank you so much sweetie... i'm so happy you like them *hugs*
Kazzie: kaz06sweetveritas on April 18th, 2008 02:24 pm (UTC)
*dies from the prettyness*
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 02:47 pm (UTC)
oh you're so sweet... thanks a lot. i'm so happy you like them
LOVE LOVE LOVEmany_roads on April 18th, 2008 02:31 pm (UTC)
Also ich finde sie mal wieder übelst toll. Vor allem aber Nummer 14, das sieht sooo toll aus. :D
Lorelore_85 on April 18th, 2008 02:45 pm (UTC)
danke danke danke *hugs*
freut mich das sie dir gefallen
into_the_dust: Sexy!Penninto_the_dust on April 25th, 2008 02:03 am (UTC)
Waay beyond gorgeous!*snagging will credit*
Lorelore_85 on April 25th, 2008 06:50 am (UTC)
oh this is so sweet of you... Thanks a lot. enjoy whatever you take
hattrick16hattrick16 on April 26th, 2008 09:50 pm (UTC)
all so pretty! Snagging most of them and will definitely credit. Thanks so much for sharing!

p.s. I share your Marlee obsession. I am beyond sad that we have to wait SEVERAL weeks to see her dance again on the DWTS finale. :(
Lorelore_85 on April 28th, 2008 07:20 am (UTC)
thanks a lot... i'm so happy you like them...
i'm still sad that she had to go home... i can't believe i won't see her dance this week... *cries-so-badly*
but it's good to hear that i'm not alone in this